50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
The symbols I've got from this song are:screaming,deceiving,bleeding - all forms of self-inflicted hurt.
- you still won't hear me - he doesn't realize the pain he is causing her.
- don't want your hand - she doesn't want his help, or any part of him.
- maybe I'll wake up for once - maybe she will realise he isn't good for her.
- defeated - she feels dead, done with life.
- reached the bottom - finished, end of the line.
- dying again - this isn't the first time she feels dead, it's constant.
- going under - she feels put away, dying.
- drowning in you - she's falling down emotionally, in a bad way.
- falling forever - she's always feeling this way, it's constant.
- break through - she needs to make it, and get away from him.
- blurring and stirring - she can't see what's going on in this situation.
- confusing the thoughts - he's making her seem like everything is ok when it really is not.
- can't trust myself - she won't listen to her mind or heart, only listening to him.
- go on and scream - bash her, and yell at her
I agree with the interpretation you came up with in this song. It does seem that the girl has lost herself and no longer recognizes who she is as an individual.
ReplyDeletehey i am your reviewer today. lol ironically i actually viewed your blog earlier this am.
ReplyDeletethese lyircs are super deep. and your interpretation was on point. love it
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